"The cold of space smote the unprotected tip of the planet, and he, being on that unprotected tip, received the full force of the blow. The blood of his body recoiled before it." (Jack London in "To Build a Fire")
In his short story, "To Build a Fire", London makes the point that the man's fatal flaw was that he didn't have imagination and, as a result, he underestimated the cold. Lately, every time I catch myself saying the words, "I can't imagine", I feel a subtle shiver of fear ~ Fear that my lack of imagination is limiting what God wants to do in my life; fear that I will miss opportunities to serve, opportunities to stretch, opportunities to share that which has changed me so profoundly.
In London's story, there were characters who tried to break through to the man and communicate what he needed to know to survive. The old man in the store reminded him that his spittle would freeze by the time it hit the ground if the temperature was 75 degrees below zero; his spittle froze mid-air. It didn't even make it to the ground. Clearly it was cold. But the man missed it. His arrogance clouded his mind and he missed it.
The dog that traveled with the man knew how cold it was. He didn't need thermometers or even spittle crackling in the air. He knew in the deepest part of him that he needed to be back at the camp where there was fire. He knew what the man could not, because the man thought he was in control. The dog survived.
London does not bring any theology into this story, but the reader can. When I am in communion with God, I sense deep in the deepest part of me what I am to do. But often it is much like static on a radio and tuning into those thoughts that God is giving me is challenging. I sort of hear it, then I lose it. I get a glimpse, then it's gone. But if I discipline myself in those times and get quiet, I will know. It may not be as clear as I like; but I know what God is calling me to. With fear and trepidation, I take a tiny step in the direction I am to go and the thought becomes clearer. With each tentative step, the sense of direction becomes stronger. However, with each step, the chances increase that I will become arrogant and forget what drives me; forget that it is God who directs me.
And so, I am grateful to Jack London for his story of the man with no imagination. I am grateful to be reminded that I am in danger of losing my direction if I don't stay deeply connected in step with God. Like a little girl putting her tiny feet in the giant footsteps of her father, I stretch my legs to reach the next footprint before me and trust God with all of my heart.